realization

If you want things to be different, than perhaps the answer is to become different yourself.
-Norman Vincent Peale

I want, but never try.
For so long I have told myself I will be different, and I am, just not to the calliber I desire so desperately. The thing is, it takes years to mold a being like the one I long to be. The first step in this life changing journey is to accept who I am now, and I had completely skipped this crucial step. Time has been lost, but not wasted. So I start over. This time in a different mind set. I accept myself and all the positive things I have done up to this point, but if I truely wish things were different I must change. If I was fully satisfied with myself this realization would have never come to be. I'm just relieved it came sooner than later. Another pivital moment in my life. I'm one step closer to becoming the person I know I am.
I want, so I shall try.

-Erica Rae